I know, and I don't know

I remember the mathematics classes I took back then

I learnt stacks of knowledge, from book 1A, 1B, 2A, 2B...to 6B

I learnt a lot

But i don't remember any equations

The books were bulky and I was worried about being "wrong" the whole time

And even, sometimes when I arrive at a correct answer

I still see a big cross next to my answer

"Why are you not following the steps?" the teacher could not understand.


Steps. Sometimes I wonder if I'm following the right steps now

(Hm, certainly not. My parents are still upset about my existence)

But do I care?

Maybe I don't, but I was trained to care

I was trained to care and not to care about certain things in the world

And they call that

—knowledge.

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